1st Sunday of Advent Cycle A
Isaiah 2:1-5; Romans 13:11-14; Matthew 24:37-44I find it so amazing and awesome, how sheltered a life I live. In this age of modern communications I hear immediately what is happening all over the world and in my own community. I know where there are traffic jams via radio and phone if I want to ask. I know what the weather will be and the Weather Channel alerts me to all the impending storms. The five different doctors that I go to tell me everything that is going on inside of my body and tell me what I have to do to maintain good health. I, like so many others, live a secure life. And Jesus is telling me today that no matter what signs appear in my life, I do not know and will not know when the Lord will come and my death will come or when the Lord will come at the end of time to usher in the Parousia. So I ask: what am I putting off in my life that I just don’t want to tackle yet but I know I need to do to ‘be ready for the Lord?’
Now it is important for me to keep reminding myself that what I am preparing for are the joys of heaven, so why am I looking at my preparatory process as drudgery? There is an interesting part of St. Augustine’s life that parallel’s my journey, each person’s journey and the readings on this first Sunday of Advent. Augustine shares the story of his conversion in The Confessions. For a long time he totally occupied himself in a worldly and wild lifestyle. His mother, St Monica, prayed and prayed for his conversion. But a part of Augustine still kept him from giving himself completely to God. One day he heard a child playing a game that involved the constant repeating of these words in Latin, Tolle et lege...tolle et lege...which means ‘Take up and read’. Augustine opened Scriptures randomly to a page and put his finger on the verse from Paul today, “But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the desires of the flesh.” Was this luck that he opened to this passage or what? I believe that there are no coincidences with God; He is always leading everyone closer to Himself and helps each in amazing ways.
Paul is encouraging each person to recognize that we are in the end-time. Who knows when each person will be called, so ‘be prepared.’ Jesus said the same in the Gospel, “Therefore, stay awake! For you do not know on which day your Lord will come.” As I look at myself there is so much that I have to review:
- I am to put off the ‘deeds
of darkness’ which Paul says are my evil deeds.
- I am to put off those acts, thoughts or feelings that are not
consistent with me being Jesus to others.
- I am to put off those sins especially the ones of habit that
I really don’t want to address, but which hinder my realizing the
Lord’s love of me.
- I am to put off whatever robs me of peace and joy.
- I am to put off all that negativity that brings out bad
things in my judging of others and me.
- I am to put off all those regrets and ‘should of’s that
have long been forgiven by God and to live in the present by being
Jesus.
- Am I to put on the ‘armor of light’ God’s armor to
protect myself...this involves being truthful, honest, being ready
to spread the Gospel of love and hope and be constant and consistent
in my prayer life.
- Paul tells me to put on the virtues in Colossians 3:12-15,
“...heartfelt compassion,
kindness, humility, gentleness and patience, bearing with one
another and forgiving one another, if one has a grievance against
another, as the Lord has forgiven you, so must you also do. And
over all these put on love, that is, the bond of perfection.”
- I must concentrate on being in the present, that’s the only
time I really have, the gift of this present moment will never come
again.
“Late have I loved You, O Beauty ever ancient, ever new, late have I loved You! You were within me, but I was outside, and it was there that I searched for You. In my unloveliness, I plunged into the lovely things which You created. You were with me, but I was not with You. Created things kept me from You; yet if they had not been in You they would not have been at all. You called, you shouted, and You broke through my deafness. You flashed, You shone, and You dispelled my blindness. You breathed Your fragrance on me; I drew in breath and now I pant for You. I have tasted You, now I hunger and thirst for more. You touched me, and I burned for Your peace. When once I shall be united to You with my whole being, I shall at last be free of sorrow and toil. Then my life will be alive, filled entirely with You. When You fill someone, You relieve him of his burden, but because I am not yet filled with You, I am a burden to myself. My joy when I would be weeping struggles with my sorrows when I should be rejoicing. I know not where victory lies. Woe is me! Lord, have mercy on me! My evil sorrows and good joys are at war with one another. I know not where victory lies. Woe is me! Lord have mercy! Woe is me! I make no effort to conceal my wounds. You are my physician, I Your patient. You are merciful; I stand in need of mercy....All my hope lies in Your great mercy.” So I come to this Advent season and each day try to find a few moments in all the craziness and running around to be still and to let God be God to me and me to bring me to my loving God. So I reflect on:
- What will become most important in my life if I truly live as
if I were preparing for the coming of God at my end time and/or the
end time of the world?
- Are my priorities in line with Gospel based values?
- What unimportant or distracting elements of my life need to
be left behind?
Sacred Space 2014
makes some practical points:
“Staying
awake means noticing and being alert. As I take time to pray I allow
the things I have been too busy to see to come to my notice.
Looking
ahead, I consider what might help me remain alert.”
Lord increase my longing for You
each day!