Bulletin 4th Sunday in Lent
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Am I blind? How blind am I? These are strange questions to reflect on for one with sight but the readings are asking these with regard to God. I can rephrase these: Am I blind to the ways of God? Do I feel that I know what God is saying? Is there any spiritual blindness in me? Do I reflect on the actions of God in my life each day so that I may grow in the awareness, closeness and love of God for me?
In the first reading Samuel the prophet was on a mission from God to anoint the successor of King Saul. Now in the culture at the time a king’s first born son would assume the throne and there could be in-fighting with the other sons. Everyone wanted the ‘power that came with the throne.’ So Samuel, at God’s command, went to see Jesse sons and anoint one of his sons as king (and not one of Saul’s sons). This must have been an imposing group but God told Samuel not to judge by appearances, by what you see; God’s judgment comes by looking in the heart. What a lesson...from my youth I wanted to be judged by what I was like on the inside. The inside is where honesty, enthusiasm and dedication are; it where we define our true selves. This is where what I hope to accomplish is nurtured. Even though I may not be the ‘best’ by any human way of measuring, I am the best because of the ‘me inside’ if I am honest to myself. It is so comforting to hear God’s words, “Not as man sees does God see, because man sees the appearance but the Lord looks into the heart.” And God chose the youngest of Jesse’s sons. The bottom line is that Saul was jealous; Samuel had anointed him as king but Saul proved himself unworthy. And later on Saul tried to kill David. The Spirit fills each person with gifts. These must be used and brought to fruition with God’s grace. But I must look at my gifts versus wanting another’s gift. When I want another’s then my sin becomes what was the sin of Adam and Eve: ingratitude...wanting more. I must constantly use this as a reflection.
Paul clarifies this in today’s writing to Ephesians by using the example of light and darkness. He states that the people before Christ lived lives ‘in darkness’ and this could be seen in their ‘dark deeds’: impurity, greed, obscenity, ridiculous or suggestive talk and idolatry. They did not have the revelation of God through Jesus. Jesus said that each must live and interact as children of the light who produce goodness, truth and love in their actions. All this is doable and only possible when each person turns to God for His constant help and grace in living life. Am I concerned about me or do I realize I am blessed and chosen to live a life in Jesus so people can see love and love? Am I blind to God and see only myself?
John then completes the lesson on blindness to God with the miracle story of the man born blind. John’s gospel is different from the synoptics. John talks about ‘signs’ rather than miracles and he only list seven of these. He says that ‘signs’ are wondrous deeds of Jesus and they carry with them tremendous significance. John identifies SEVEN of these signs and after the last sign the “hour of Jesus” arrives, the reason why He was born, the reason why He came. These seven ‘signs’ build up to a crescendo and ask me about my belief in Jesus and accepting Him as my God and Redeemer. Just looking at these ‘signs’ helps me to deepen my faith and to see what Jesus is telling me about God. The signs: 1) changing of water and wine at Cana; 2) royal official’s son restored to life; 3) healing of the crippled man at Bethesda, 4) feeding the multitude, 5) walking on the water and 6) today’s sign of healing the blind man. Each ‘sign’ serves to reveal Jesus’ identity and confirm His disciples’ belief in Him. But with each sign, those who do not believe or even want to believe are hardened in their animosity toward Jesus. In today’s sign, it is so easy to see the Pharisees absolutely refusing to listen to or to hear God’s message or to see God in Jesus. They are the religious leaders, the educators, they studied the scriptures, they are right. How stubborn they are; how set in their ways. I have to take time and look at myself to see if and when I am ‘closed’ to God in my life.
The seventh sign is the ultimate: the raising of Lazarus. After this the priests and Pharisees gather the ‘Great Council’ and have had it; they decide to have Jesus put to death. WHY? Jealousy...refusal to ‘see’ anything that is opposed to their way of thinking...prejudice in their thinking that they ‘know’ what God is all about and they do not need any ‘upstart’...after all ‘we are the teachers...we are the leaders...we are important, just ask us...we can tell you what God is saying.’ It is so obvious in today’s story to see that it is the Pharisees who are unable to recognize Jesus as the Son of Man...They are the ones who are truly blind. So I ask again am I blind...where am I blind?
Jesus concludes the gospel in a message for all: “’I came into this world for judgment, so that those who do not see might see, and those who do see might become blind.’ Some of the Pharisees who were with Him heard this and said to Him, ‘Surely we are not also blind, are we?’ Jesus said to them, ’ If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you are saying, ‘We see,’ so your sin remains.’” Am I blind in seeing Jesus in my life and in the lives of those in front of me each day? Can it be that it may be my spiritual blindness that has to be healed?
Sunday Homily Helps says, “That statement of Jesus is aimed not only toward the Pharisees, but toward us as well. a) Sometimes we are as blind as the man healed in today’s Gospel. Our eyes may have 20/20 vision, but, in actuality, we may be spiritually blind. b) Some of us are blind because of a lack of faith. We see what goes on around us and accept it as we see it, without viewing it though the eyes of faith. We shrug our shoulders and say: ‘That’s the way it is. What can I do about it?’ c) We live in strange times. We are blinded by the world around us. We know more about celebrities than about our next-door neighbors—or even those we call ‘family’ and ‘friends.’ So many things distract us from what really matters.” So I reflect on:
- Am I quick to dismiss the struggles of others as a matter of
personal failure?
- Am I so complacent in my own success that I can’t tolerate
other’s failures?
- How can I see as God sees?
“The
man’s blindness is cured, but the blindness of those who won’t
believe in Jesus remains. I think of how I grope, stumble, and am
unsure of my direction unless I rely on Jesus, the light of the
world.
The opening question of the
disciples was, ‘Who is to blame?’ Jesus reminds us that
sometimes no one is to blame. He tells us that even difficult
situations present an opportunity for us to be drawn into God’s
presence.”
So I take today’s readings and pray
that this Lent, I may open my cynical and skeptical heart to let in
the light of Christ’s compassion and may I reflect that light with
God’s grace in humble and grateful acts of kindness and consolation
to the poor and struggling around me.